Alright, Halloween sucked. It felt like a normal night in Hilo. And it actually rained. It hasnt rained here since Kevin go this Hatchi, well really rained. All the poor Trick-O-Treaters had to make it an early night. All we did last night was hang out at Kevins shop then went up to the 18. That was fun, except Kevin had to drive like 40 mph cause his tires are all bald. We watched Queef do some rally doughnuts. Then Kevin thought since the Hatchi cant drift or speed up to 18, then might as well take it to do some rallying too. That was fun. Got kinda dizzy at the end. Ha ha! We watched Shaden do his burnouts.

After all that everyone was getting kinda cold so we went back into town where Shaden was playing with fire.

That was our halloween night. Pretty boring huh?

Other than that I have been working and being bored like I am today. I have to go to work at 7:30 tonight to do inventory. Yeah! But atleast I wont be bored tonight. Then I am off till Tuesday. Damn what the heck am I going to do with all those days off? Maybe spend it with my woman! Yeah that would be cool. Well that is how my halloween went, hope yours was more enjoyable then mine.

Oh yeah and Happy Birthday to my brother! Ha ha he is old! Love ya!

Well it has been like months since I wrote anything down. Damn fricken computer is still broken. But I should be getting it back soon!

To Maddy, Jane, Tawn I am so sorry I couldnt make it to the show in August. I no mo money and plus I had my whole family come down for a week, so I had to spend some time with the nieces.

Well lets try to sum things up on what has been going on with me... Well first off, Kevin has turboed his P5 and it is not bad. I think he is planning on selling it. We are in the stage of fuck the car payments. Just buy a beater car and work it.

There has been a lot of personal things that have been goin on in my life also. I have really re-thought a lot of things that I really wanted. I am really thinking about the modeling scene. I do love it and all but I am not sure that I can keep going. For one I am broke, so I cant even fly up to Oahu to do shoots to keep my portofolio growing. And there are so many new prettier girls out there who have the time and money to be doing these things. I have been looking at a lot of magazines and their cover girls are horrids. Then in my mind and also Kevin tells me, why is it that all these horrid looking girls can be on covers and I cant make it even to be considered. Idk. Just frustrated I guess. But plus I was just about to start a family the last month, but unfortunately I had lost it. I still want to model but I need to make some decisions on what I want to do in life. I am not getting any younger. I am already 26. For a shocker, Kevin was ok with the idea of having a family too. But as everyone told me that God is saying that it isnt my time to start a family. I am thinking when the heck am I going to start one. I dont want to be old when my child is in high school. And I also want to have more than 1 child.  The suck ass part is that after loosing my baby, I have been to the doctor more than I have ever been. I have been there 3 weeks in a row, sometimes twice a week. And I still have to do blood testing for atleast another 2 weeks.

Well that is enough rambling on about my issues. If you read this whole thing sorry and thanks!! Take care everyone!!!

Hello Hello everyone! This past weekend was great. Went out to Oahu on Friday afternoon. Jason had picked me up (Thanks again! :) ) We did a couple of stops, then off to the convention center. Went to set up the booth, but I was hungry. So Tawn, Carlton (dude from StreetFury) and I went to Alas to get some grub. After that went to the hotel and checked in. From there went to Alas again to do some shoppin. Did my nails and then headed back to hotel. Brian, Shaden and Amy came into Oahu at about 9. We met up with their friends Jason, Royden, and Lindy. Ate dinner at Millions. It was so good. But I was feeling a little sick yet so didnt eat that much. But Brian and Shadens remedy to getting over a cold is to go the strip clubs. So after dinner we went to FemNu. That was the first time I went to a strip club. We had fun. I went to see what Brian and Amy were up to. Lindy had a friend there who strips, so she had special treatment. LOL. When I got to Brian and Amy, Amy was getting money taken out of her mouth by the stripper. So Brian pulled me to the front and started to put money down my shirt, then along my neck then in my mouth. It was fun, all the guys standing around was like wow. Mouths all hanging and stuff, was so funny. From there we went to Venus and got really really drunk. Got back to the hotel at like 3 something. Passed out.

I woke up at like 10 on Saturday. Woke up Shaden and Amy. Then I went to Alas to get my make up done for show.

Met up with Maddy and Jane to get ready at hotel room. As usual we are always late. We got to the show at like 3. We had lots of fun. Here are some of the pics from the show. Compliments to Tawn from hs3.net, autoimportcraze.com.

So these are a few pics from the show.

Everyone take care and I will write more later on!

Byee

Hello everyone! Sorry I have been M.I.A. for a vvery long time. Been busy working and stuffs. Sorry dont be mad! LOL. Well lots of stuff has been going on lately. But too much to mention and dont want to bore everyone.

Well I will be going to Oahu on Friday for Import Xtreme show. Yeah! I get to go shopping LOL. I will be reppin for site www.asiadiva.com. I will be giving away flyers and some of my pictures from my past shoots. So we will see how it goes. Atleast I get to kick it with Jane and Maddy. Havent seen them in 6 months. Damn miss ya all. I cant believe it has been a year since I had started modeling. How time flies.  It looks like I will be doing some promos for a club that is suppose to open up later this summer. So will see how that goes.

So if any of you are in the area come by and check it out.

Take care everyone!!